My first lesson, " you are welcome to the Temple as long as you take it seriously..." commitment has been a big issue to me, I just can't commit to anything because it gives me the sensation of trimming or cutting my wings. My body manifests many illness and all the signs says to me "You must take the step". So far I have realized that the commitment is with one self and commit to be yourself, to take care of yourself, to nourish yourself, to cultivate yourself,